(warning: this post is very raw)
Sitting still is hard. I have to keep
moving, otherwise my emotions seem to stray deep down and I end up
feeling the ache so intently it paralyzes my body and I can't seem to
get anything done. The ache is always there, deep in my core and
fresh on my sleeve. It won't get better, I can tell. I think it's
gotten worse, and its only been five days.
I want you. In every way one soul can
want another, I want you.
I should have taken more videos of you,
so I could hear your voice. I should have taken more pictures of you
laughing, so I could see my favorite smile.
There I go again. Shaking shoulders and
salt stained cheeks.
xx-Hon
<3
ReplyDeleteJust remember; he'd love to be talking to you, love to be laughing with you, and love to be smiling because he's with you! Hang in there! Just think of the reunion!
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